what did i do to be treated like ds?do i deserve this?i never looked at which way i am going and what has passed by , what limits i have crossed..all i did was kept my eye on you and just followed you...it hurted sometime...but the pain it caused..its ok! the only consolation

remember me......

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

i can never forget the small small moments of love you have given me to show wht i mean to you.....i feel so blessed being your love..i feel short of words while thinking of you...you love is soo pure...selfless, pious, clean and commited..sometimes when you are busy and you cudnt speak to me i feel sad but the very next moment it fills my heart with unlimited joys when i recollect all those special moments you have given to me..........mmmmmm...forced me to have every cumalative bite even when m full :-)..spending for my smal smal comforts and happiness even when u have less resources for urself....i will nvr forget all ds..will always love you the same...i love you baby!

nanhi kali......

You make my life so beautiful…sometimes when m so low that I cud not even find a good enough reason and purpose to live….you become the reason and make it worth living!

For you:

Ek kali thi badi nanhi si, is duniya se bekhabar thi wo,

Anjani thi matwali thi, hawa ke sang bus  khelti thi wo .

Subah ki kiran ke sath jab kholi usne apni ankhein…….

Ek bhawra paya apne paas jo bacha raha tha use or bhawro se…..

Kali ko ye bhaya or us bhawrey se mila baithi wo dil…

Wo bhawra ras ka pyaasa tha…kali ko pyaar se pia usne

Kali nadan na jaantii thi k bus do din ki hai uski shaan

Dusre din jab bhawra wapis aya ja chuki thi kali ki jaan

Bhawra roya dekh ye bola me bhi ab de du apni jaan

Kali ne bhagwan ko manaya do pal me pas bhawrey ke paya

Boli  use yahi sach tha mera, do din ki thi ye daastaan

Tum apna jeewan na bigado..age bado kisi kali ko apna lo

Bhawrey ne samjha  ye sach or kaha kali ko alvida……

Ja betha kisi or kali pe......dil roya kali ka alag hoke

Par khush thi wo……………………………………………………….

Aakhir bhawrey ka jeewan to usi nehi tha bachaya!!!!!!

Shaq ke dayare mein.....

Shaq Ke Dayre Mein Mulakat Hoti Rahi
Wo Mujhe Dhoondhte Rahe, Main Unhe Dhoondhta Raha.
Aarzoo Ke Dariya Mein Beh Gayi Zindagi Donon Ki,
Wo Sahil Ko Pukarte Rahe, Main Kashti Dhoondhta Raha.
Benaam Sa Rishta Hai Donon Ka.
Wo Mujhe Samjhate Rahe, Main Unhe Samjhata Raha.
Jazbaaton Ke Andhere Se Fasane Mitte Rahe.
Wo Fasane Bunte Rahe, Main Roshni Dhoondhta Raha.
Yoon Ho Gaye Khafa Ik-Dooze Se Ki,
Wo Mujhe Manate Rahe, Main Unhe Manaata Raha.
Ghum Ki Aah Se Jal Gaye Dil Donon Ke.
Wo Ghum Bujhate Rahe, Main Paani Dhoondhta Raha.
Aaj Bewafaiyaan Darimiyaan Hai Donon Ke,
Wo Deewar Girate Rahe, Main Wafa Dhoondhta Raha.
Khushi Ke Saaye Se Door Hain Donon.
Wo Parchaiyan Dhoondhte Rahe, Main Khushi Dhoondhta Raha.
Tanhai Ki Aahat Ko Judai Bulati Rahi.
Wo Mujhe Pukarte Rahe, Main Unhe Pukarta Raha.
Shaq Ke Daayre Mein Mulakat Hoti Rahi.
Wo Mujhe Dhoondhte Rahe, Main Unhe Dhoondhta Raha.