kyu hota hai ye,
ki mausam ki tarah badal jate hai dil
jo kabhi atey they yahi...
kyu badal jati hai kal unki mazil.....
jo nahi chodtey they maa ka aanchal!
kaise aj tod dete hai usi maa ka dil....
jin papa se maangtey they kabhi pocket money...
aj unhi ko paiso ki ahmiyat sikhatey hai ye dil
jis bade bhai ka hath pakad k ghumtey they,
aj usi bhai ko uska raasta dikha dete hai ye dil
jo behen bandhti hai kalayi pe rakhi

when you meet your love after a very long period of time and still the time allotted to you for meeting is very limited...when u r with him..u dnt wanna come back..u forget rest of the world all you see is him! when u know u cant cross an extent..when u know if he leaves once he will again be back after same long time of sepration....he says its this long time lag only that makes these moments of togetherness so special...you want to trust him and u do...dats d piousness of love...dats d purity of soul n thoughts that resides in your destructable bodies...u meet u get seprated...but still u save some moments for future.u leave few things pending to do them as and when they are destined to happen.....he met me, he went back....but i still cudnt get over..he is still in my mind, i can still feel his presence around me....he is nw busy wid his work! acoording to him everything has its time..but hw shud i convince my heart dat it doesnt know at wht time I shud feel you at what time I shud think of u...because its all the time u r here!!! I am unable to detach myself from those moments.i want to be with u! I never thought memories could pain u soo much...tell me if there is a way to keep u away from my mind! i wud do anything....! just get lost for the time being!! let me be like u.............
how d hell u manage to be sooo practical...?? teach me tooo...probabali dats d only way to overcome this ..........forget it! what???? i am ok...i know u r ok too!!

tum chahey durr ho mujhsey kitney.....

ye aasman mujhe batata hai....

kabhi kabhi aa kar barish ke bhesh me.....

muje chu ke  ehsas tumhara kara jata hai.....

soch rahey hongey mere baare me tum

mera mann mujse keh jata hai......

yaad to na karti tumhey.......

par wo tumhara diya gulab yaad dilata hai..

na puchna kabhi mujse.

ki kaise tum se durr waqt guzara hai..

hoti to hai mere bhi dil me halchal

kabhi koi aansu bhi aa jata hai

ro to jata hai mera bhi dil

par hamesha ke sath ka laalach.

ye dooriya hastey hastey seh jata hai.....

tum ho to ek aasha hai....

dil mera tumhey pal pal chahta hai

aaogey ek din tum ..

mere dil ko pata  hai........

shayad yahi mera  pyar hai....

mere dil ko us din ka intezar hai.......

jab haq se le jaogay, bana k apni

dekhegi ye sari duniya....

jo kehtey hai aj ki meri to
duniya hi  hai virani.....

wherever you are....you are here with me!!

tum chahey durr ho mujhsey kitney.....

ye aasmaa mujhe batata hai....

kabhi kabhi aa kar barish ke bhesh me.....

muje chu ke ehsas tumhara kara jata hai......

soch rahey hongey mere baare me tum

mera mann mujse keh jata hai......

yaad to na karti tumhey.......

par wo tumhara diya gulab yaad dilata hai....

na puchna kabhi mujse..

ki kaise tum se durr waqt guzara hai...

hoti to hai mere bhi dil me halchal

kabhi koi aansu bhi aa jata hai......

ro to jata hai mera bhi dil.....

par hamesha ke sath ka laalach.....

ye dooriya hastey hastey seh jata hai.....

tum ho to ek aasha hai....

dil mera tumhey pal pal chahta hai.......

aaogey ek din tum.....

mere dil ko pata  hai........

shayad yahi mera  pyar hai....

mere dil ko us din ka intezar hai.......

jab haq se le jaogay, bana k apni

dekhegi ye sari duniya....

jo kehtey hai aj ki meri to duniya hi  hai virani.....

dedicated to my love!!!

ek ehsaas hu mein ♥♥.

♥♥...अगर रख सको तो एक निशानी हूँ मैं, 
खो दो तो सिर्फ एक कहानी हूँ मैं......
रोक पाए न जिसको ये सारी दुनिया,
वोह एक बूँद आँख का पानी हूँ मैं.....
सबको प्यार देने की आदत है हमें, 
अपनी अलग पहचान बनाने की आदत है हमे.....
कितना भी गहरा जख्म दे कोई,
उतना ही ज्यादा मुस्कराने की आदत है हमें......
इस अजनबी दुनिया में अकेला ख्वाब हूँ मैं,
सवालो से खफा छोटा सा जवाब हूँ मैं.........
जो समझ न सके मुझे,
उनके लिए "कौन" जो समझ गए उनके लिए खुली किताब हूँ मैं..........
आँख से देखोगे तो खुश पाओगे, 
दिल से पूछोगे तो दर्द का सैलाब हूँ मैं......

bus tera intenzaar hai!!!

jis raah pe chal rahi hu mein,

us raah ki manzil ho tum....

mera dil ek chota sa mandir hai,

uske devta ho tum....

chori chori pujti hu tumhey,

shayad tumhey nahi hai pata...

mera rom rom khil jata hai,

jab chuta hai ehsaas tera....

tum mere ho bus mere,

khud pe bhi nahi hai haq tera...

dil ko mere tera intezar hai,

kab aaogey batado...

ye saansein tum bin bekarar hai.....

raaton k andhere me,

taaro ki inayat hai.....

kabhi to aaogey tum...

in suney lamho ko bus tera intezar hai.....

                             bus tera inezaar hai

tune diya hai

Bin tere me kuch bhi nahi,
muje chu kar sona tune banaya hai....

ek anchui kali thi me,
tere pyaar me muje muje khilaya hai....

mere mann ko aisey chuwa tune,
jaise phoolo ko halke se chu jaye pawan....

bandhan juda tumse pyaar ka,
to hua yaakein ki zamein pe bhi hai khuda...

apne pyaar se tu anjaan hai,
tu hi meri pehchaan tu hi meri jaan hai....

mera kuch nahi sab hi tune diya hai,
me thi anjaan is rishtey ko pyar ka naam tune diya hai......

"The last page of my notebook....!!"

whenever i was bored in the class.....
whenevr i found my lecturer to be a mere disturbance.....
whenever i peeped uselessly out of windows of glass....
whenever i was alone and no one was there................
I scribbled on you....................................................
you are the last page of my notebook!
whenever i missed my mom.............\
whenevr i needed my father n bro.......
whenevr i wanted to share wid my sis....
whenevr i was alone and no one was there.................
I scribbled on you....................................................
you are the last page of my notebook!
whenever i missed him, my love.........
whenevr he shouted and doesnt wanna listen.........
whenever i wana burst out my frustration.....
whenever i was alone and no one was there.........
I scribbled on you..............................................
you are the last page of my notebook!
please always be the way you are..............
someone who listens, but do not shouts back
someone who allows me to express...........
someone who bears all my anger and frustration..
without a single word of complain.....................
you were always there..............................
and so you are....................
THE LAST PAGE OF MY NOTEBOOK!!!!

"kaisa mann hai mera...??"

Ek chota sa sapna hai mera....
khwabo ke aashiyane jaisa mann hai mera,

kabhi girta hai kabhi sambhalta hai....
par toot ta nahi, aisa mann hai mera,

kabhi lehro se ladti kashti ki tarah....
apne hi irrado se jhagadta,aisa mann hai mera,

pal me muskuraata,pal me laa de aashu....
pal pal mann badalta, aisa mann hai mera!!